Feelings

Lately, i had this moody and emo feelings.... I can think alot.... like REALLLLYYY alot!!! I think if this didnt happen, i wont be like that.... IF that wont happen i wont be like this... LOLz.... So, yea.... that i've been thinking.... What is going to be in the future?? and why things that i want is not perfect.... Why the other person lack of something... and how nice is this person can combine together with this person... will be a perfect person!!! haiiihhhhh......... what should i do???? 

I miss home.... i miss all my bestties... i miss the young time..... i wish i could turn back time and i will change my lifestyle... Can say i miss the time back in Ausi for a month plus... Yea, i know that time i was having my holiday there... but i can see the life in such small town is so peaceful without gossips, bitching around or rumours.... everyone is enjoying their life.... Of course life wont be UPs all the time... im sure there is downs.... haihhhh..... i dunnno what am i thinking.... i dunno what i want.... hahahahah..... im lost!!!

Planning to go for holidays.... but dont have companion.... gal frens all just say ok but without 'oHm' mood... makes me feel it not going to happen for the holiday.... Planning to go Singapore on December for shopping CNY clothes.... but no one can accompany me.... Planning to go Bali on June, but tickets are expensive with the hotels.... Planning to go HK but..... who can join? Last time there is someone 24 hours, 365days ready for me whatever place i wish to go..... Sighs.... Too manja me ady... till i am too demanding.... what to do.. thats a person character! hmp! 

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